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[Saturday
May 20th, 06 @ 11:07pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

happy graduation to my seniors. i love you all more than you could ever know. of course some more than others, like my best friends. jon, bryan. you know who. i love you soo fucking much. congrats!

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im doing this for tinaaaaa [Monday
May 8th, 06 @ 9:55pm]
Do this if you want lol]:
01. Comment with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. I'll tell you what celebrity you remind me of.
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal
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[Tuesday
Feb 14th, 06 @ 4:37pm]
steve nudged me.
happy now?
that is all
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[Tuesday
Oct 11th, 05 @ 8:09pm]
139 days.
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[Tuesday
Sep 20th, 05 @ 9:13am]
Ugh
*rants*rants*rants*rants*rants*rants*
the one i need is sleeping
i'm trying not to be this way.
it almost worked.
he says it'll get better.
that things have a way of working themselves out.
i don't believe him though.
i need to do something.
something that takes my mind off the complete shit that's been happening lately.
something that keeps me occupied.
not like last night where i was so bored i watched something on tv that only made it worse.
i NEED to get out of this mood.

what the hell do you do when the 2 people you thought would always be there for you, suddenly abandon you and leave you all alone?



i need out. now.
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I got bored. sue me. [Monday
Sep 5th, 05 @ 2:19pm]
[ mood | my head still fucking hurtssss ]

Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
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holy shit [Tuesday
Aug 23rd, 05 @ 10:48pm]
I got rele boredCollapse )
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i got tagged.. [Saturday
Aug 20th, 05 @ 10:18pm]
[ mood | omg i feel old...damn boys ]

Tagged by steve.

1. Go into your LJ archive
2. Find your 23rd post
3. Find your 5th sentence (or closest to it)
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions
5. Tag 5 people on your friend list

"am i sexy" (it was a quiz lol)

 

Thats right bitch represent!!!

1. silvergurl6

2. x0x0__broken

3.dictatordraco

4 dead_or_alive_ </span>

5. babyscar_88

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[Wednesday
Aug 10th, 05 @ 12:28am]
Forecast for my year:
Lotsa freaking out
Not gonna be fun.
Just ugh about chorus.


TONS of crying at the end.

Fuck that

Tons of crying already.

God damn practically all my friends graduating. Of course it has to be my REALLY good friends leaving, too

:'(

Bye
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Stuck in a parking lot; ahh there's a creepy guy there! [Wednesday
Aug 3rd, 05 @ 3:37am]
[ mood | tired ]

Happy birthday to Megan hehe A 15th birthday she'll never forget!!!Collapse )

oXo - Katie Nicole -

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This counts as an update [Monday
Aug 1st, 05 @ 3:27am]
Rules : post 10 things you think about 10 people. Make them as cryptic as possible so they don't know who you're talking about.

1.) I love you, but that's a secret I'll take to my grave.
2.) She didn't deserve you.
3.) I wish you weren't hiding so many things. I miss my friend.
4.) I think I threw up a little in my mouth when you told me you like me.
5.) I never should have let myself fall for you. Your a fucking asshole I wish I never met.
6.) You're a fucking stalker who needs to be banned from the world
7.) You really are one of my best friends, and I don't know what I'd do without you.
8.) You're better than what everyone says, but u need to call me more!
9.) I wish we talked more & for longer periods of time (than 5 seconds).
10.) I wanted to cut my tongue out after you made out with me. I settled for the mouthwash. The whole bottle.


I really need to read

Really.
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[Thursday
Jul 28th, 05 @ 1:03am]
Why is my mother such a fucking bitch?
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blah [Wednesday
Jul 20th, 05 @ 12:30am]
[ mood | sad ]

Got into this whole thing today. Ended up goin to the park at like 9...left..started walkin the streets of Pompano alone at 9pm. Couldn't walk 15 feet without gettin honked at or whistled at. I fucking hate my neighborhood. I really wanted to call Annie and have her come get me but I didn't. I also wanted to call someone else and have them come pick me up but coughimstillonautoignoreandgodknowswhenillgettakenoffcough. So about halfway there, Freddie pulls up behind me and says he'll drive me to the corner of Jenn's street. That way I won't have to walk alone in the dark, and he won't get in trouble for driving without a license lol. He also became my favorite guy in the neighborhood for that. Hashed things out with Jenn and Jaclyn. Ended up being a giant tearfest. always fun..

Yeah..so tonight is the first night I've been sober all day in like...since Thursday. Feels weird.

Last night Annie gave me this whole long lecture about how if I'm ever stuck and I'm too fucked up to drive or w/e then even if it's 3am and I'm in Miami, she'll come get me and take care of me and she kept saying how amazing I was and beautiful and really was better than everything I have in Pompano and she doesn't want to see me end up like the idiots in our neighborhood.

I dno. Ted was being an ass again today. We were fighting and he grabbed my arms and held them up til Jenn came out and made him stop then he shoved me off into a door, which really hurt.

oXo - Katie Nicole -

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Dude!!!! [Sunday
Jul 17th, 05 @ 11:01pm]
[ mood | tipsy ]

So yeah...

Today cliff came over at 10:30. We hung out til 12, when I remembered I was supposed to call Dean about tonight by 12, so we called him, found out he was at work, called Jaclyn & Ted & told them to meet us at Jack's. So we met up with Ted in front of my house, met up with Jaclyn, found out when Dean got off work, then went to the park. Then we went to Cliff's house, went to Marathon, went back to the park to wait for my mom to get home, then went back to my house. Hung out til like 5:30. Ted's now gonna let me put eyeliner on him and paint his nails black! yay! next i'm gonna get him to let me do tight pants! Jaclyn started ticklin me, which pissed me off cuz apparently me tellin her to stop is a joke, but when she says stop it's serious. So Jaclyn and Cliff left. Ted left like 15 minutes later. Tommy called me, then Dean called me to find out what was goin on tonight and told me to call back in an hour. He wasn't home 2 hours later, and Tommy called me and told me to come outside. Go outside, hang out with Tommy at the park for like half an hour, go to Jaclyn's house. Call Lilian, have her meet us, actually I had to tow her down the street on Tommy's bike. So then I called Dean again cuz I knew he was home, he told us to meet him outside his house in 2 minutes. We go there, Jenn calls me, I tell her to meet us there, then Jaclyn got dropped off. Paid Dean 10 bucks for the al-key-hall (alcohol) & he sent Tommy to go get it from under the bridge. Tommy couldn't find it, so Dean called Griffin to find out where it was. Then Jaclyn got sent to get it. Finally we got it. I can now officially say that I hate Bacardi Lemon! At least straight. Took 3 swigs and each time I thought I was gonna puke all over Dean's driveway. So Jaclyn finished it off, Jenn, Lilian, Jaclyn, and I got tipsy. Actually, Jaclyn just got drunk lol. Tommy left. Freddie & Kyle came, we went around the corner. They dared Jenn & Lil to make out but they wouldn't, so I went over there and grabbed Lil and made out with her (for the 3rd time in like..4 days) and the 3 boys got all excited lol. Went back in front of Dean's, Eddie came by and told us that Kris was back in town. Freddie & Eddie jumped in Eddie's truck, and Dean, Jaclyn, and I jumped in Kyle's car and went to go find them. Drove around for like 20 minutes, Jaclyn puked in a bush, very lovely, might I add, then Dean got dropped off, then we got dropped off, then my mom came.

Very eventful night. And go me! Had rum and didn't puke! Yay! lol

oXo - Katie Nicole -

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How sad is this? [Friday
Jul 15th, 05 @ 7:39pm]
10th Grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the guy next to me. he was my so called "best friend". I stared at his spiky, black hair, and wished he was mine. But he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, he walked up to me and asked me for the notes he had missed the day before and i handed them to him. he said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was him. he was in tears, mumbling on and on about how his love had broken his heart. he asked me to come over because he didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to him on the sofa, I stared at his soft eyes, wishing he was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, he decided to go to sleep. he looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom he walked to my locker. "My date is sick" he said; she's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did.

Prom night
After everything was over, I was standing at his front door step! I stared at him as he smiled at me and stared at me with his crystal eyes. I want him to be mine, but he doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then he said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was
graduation day. I watched as his perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get his diploma. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, he came to me in his smock and hat, and cried as I hugged him. Then he lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That guy is getting married now. I watched him say "I do" and drive off to his new life, married to another girl. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before he drove away, he came to me and said "you came!". he said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a guy who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry he had wrote in his high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at her wishing she was mine, but she doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish she would tell me she loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.
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Dude.... [Friday
Jul 15th, 05 @ 12:32am]
[ mood | fucked up ]

man....

I really want some of those..uhh..sno-balls...

you know..the things with that are covered twith the coconut?

I really want some...

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I smell bacon I smell grease. Where the hell are the pompano police?!?! [Wednesday
Jul 13th, 05 @ 11:13pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Second day in a row I've had contact with the police.

So yesterday, I'm at the park with Jaclyn, right, and we're settin off bottle rockets & firecrackers. So all of a sudden, this guy in a house looks thru the fence and goes "The cops are comin. I just called em. You better run! They're comin! RUN!" so we're like alright fucker, pack up our shit, leave, run across the park, throw the fireworks in this lil corner, and take off down the street. We see Freddie drivin with Dean and Griffin. So we're like STOP STOP LET US GET IN! so they're like alright, not! and take off down the street, then they pull in somewhere and they're like wtf the cops are comin after u and u want us to let u in my car? Hell no! plus there's no more room & I don't wanna get in trouble. So we're like wtv fuck u. So we run thru my yard tothe other side of the block, go to Cliff's, then Jaclyn's grandmas.

So then today. Get up. Hang out with Jaclyn, Lilian, and Morgan, (& even Ted for a while. If he called any of you, sorry, he held my phone hostage and was running around the house with it!). Went to work. Came back to find Jaclyn and Ted on my doorstep. We hang out at my place for like an hour. Then we go to the park. Meet up with Cliff and Jaquie. Ted calls more people. Makes friends with Kristen in Minnesota, and Megan. So Jaclyn takes the phone and goes off the to playground and Ted wanted it back. So I'm like Cliff carry me there and he's like No. So Teds like jump on the back of the bike. And I'm like uh why and hes like cuz u said u wanted to be carried over there and I'll carry you. But I was like no and walked. So we hang out there til like 10. Cliff leaves. We all leave at 10:30. Ted tried to carry Jaclyn and me on his bike, Jaclyn kept leaning, he swerved, I jumped off. So we walked to Jaclyn's house. Lilian and Morgan come outside, Ted goes inside. So we're all talkin & whatever and all of a sudden we see this white car go down Cypress, & a kid on a bike on the sidewalk. The kids in the car are yellin at him, but we thought nothing of it. We just figured they'd mess with him and drive by, like everyone seems to do around here. Well no. Then we see the kid on the bike goin back down Cypress (the same way he was goin before) and 2 guys chasin after him. So soon they're knockin him off his bike & beatin the crap outta him. So then down Jaclyn's street, we see the white car pull up with another guy and like 2 girls. So they're beatin the shit outta this kid & Jaclyn's like I'm gonna call the cops. So she does and she's describin everything the best she can, but it was dark so we couldn't get a license plate number or anything. So the fight breaks up and the car goes one way and the kid on the bike goes another way. So the white car goes speeds down Jaclyn's street like twice. Ted and his mom come out and find out what went down, so then they're out there waitin too. All of a sudden we see like 3 cop cars with their lights flashin and siren-ing speed down Cypress and go back in our neighborhood and shit. But right when the cop came down Jaclyn's street, he was just turnin around and puttin his lights on. Then I had to leave. So I'm at home and the cop just called me and they're like "Is this Jackie?" and I'm like "No this is Katie, I'm a friend of Jackie's." So she asked if anyone over at Jaclyn's house wanted to talk to them and I said probably, but they might have gone inside. So she said ok thank you and hung up. So now the cops are prolly over there and I'm paranoid that those guys are randomly gonna find me in my house and like, shoot me thru the window and kill me (I'm so paranoid lol).

On a better note, Ted's gonna come over tomorrow and let me put eyeliner on him and try to hawk the back of his hair since it never works for him. So I thought I might be able to and Jaclyn said I'd go over there cuz he was like what time do u want me to come over and Jaclyns like she'll come here and I was like wtf no.

I'm so behind on summer work. I have a chem quiz due Friday and someone coughcoughashleycoughcough didn't tell me where it was even thou she was supposed to tonight so I have to find out! And Kelley still needs to email me the spanish homework which I reminded her about tonight. And I need to start reading lol.

Ted officially called me his friend tonight. Scary. Friends with the whole damn family now.

Cliff's mom is inviting everyone in the neighborhood to see Charlie & the Chocolate Factory Friday at the IMAX, at least that's what she said which she better not be lying or I'll be very upset because a very large 3-D Johnny Depp is a very good Johnny Depp lol.

Tomorrow night me and Lilian should have mass amounts of fun. Yay!

oXo - Katie Nicole -

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Look who's back, back again. Katie's back, tell a friend. [Monday
Jul 11th, 05 @ 12:59pm]
[ mood | waiting for Jaclyn to call ]

Yeah, so I'm back. Yippee.

Got home at like 6:30 Saturday night. Called Jaclyn. She was feeling sick but I made her come out anyways. Went to the park. Cliff and Tommy came by. Tommy got my number and said he'd call me later & we'd hang. So Jaclyn finally gets there. Tommy calls & they come back. We hang out for a while. Then, they leave, we try to find something to do. We decide Jaclyn will sleep over since my mom said I couldn't sleep there. We go and get her crap & go to my house so we can go food shopping..since there was jack shit in my house. Hung out..I went to sleep at like 2..she went to sleep at like 7:30 in the damn morning. Yesterday we sat around til 6. She wanted me to go to youth group. I said I'd only go if Cliff went. So we called him & he said he'd go. It was..interesting. We played 4-square. Then the rest of the people ate but not us cuz we just had dinner at my house. Then some of them, including Jaclyn & Cliff played pool. Then we had some weird lesson thing about faith, where Cliff started talking about golf & asked the guy how far he could drive [the ball] and some brat goes "a car?!" and we're all like no..the ball..so then they finished talking and she was like "no one knows what you're talking about!" urrg. so then we went to play kickball, cuz Miss Thang just had to play. Apparently she punched Cliff. He kept givin her all this attitude, though. It was great. So then we left, walked to the park. Hung out with 2 girls that I don't know, Marla, Dean, Tommy, Freddie, and Griffin. Everyone left at like 10:15. Went back to Jaclyn's grandma's & watched TV.

Told my mom I lost my digital camera. She wasn't pissed, though. It was weird. So I think we're gonna try to find the paperwork my dad sent with it to see if I have a warrenty. If not then I have to buy a new one :(. Leaving me with like 100$. I'll just get a cheap one :).

Still in the massive fight with Lilian. Haven't talked to her since before I left. According to Ted, Annie's gonna come to my house and pick up Buffy when they get back from Orlando, which is bullshit. Jenn knows it's perfectly fine. She's not about to watch it, but she knows I'm going to. She also knows I haven't had a chance to watch it in like over a week because I was away. So I won't get another chance to watch it til Lilian finally fucking leaves. It sucks. I don't want Ted or Jaclyn to leave, just Lilian, but that won't happen.

I need to find that fuckin chem quiz before Friday, cuz that's when its due, damnit!

yeah..just wanted to update. Cliff said his mom is gonna invite the whole neighborhood to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory at the IMAX on the 15th, so if she actually does (which even if she doesn't invite everyone, I'll get invited cuz she loves me & invites me everywhere lol) that'll be fun. A very large, 3-d Johnny Depp, never complaining about that!

Jon M - I need to talk to you about your book, because I thought of like a zillion more questions! lol.

oXo - Katie Nicole - </3

47 days & still not doin it :).

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Scarlett you had better read this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Sunday
Jul 10th, 05 @ 10:54am]

HAPPY FUCKIN 17TH BIRTHDAY SCARLETT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hope it's awesome. Enjoy! :)

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Leaving. [Friday
Jul 1st, 05 @ 11:02pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Goodbye, all! Goin up to DC for a week for Presidential Classroom! Be back on the 9th. If I'm not too tired, I'll update then, but otherwise, I'll update on the 10th! If you wanna talk to me before then, you can call my grandma's cell phone at 954 804 1847. No texting, but if you really wanna text me, you can text my phone and I'll get it in a week lol or call and leave a voicemail. But you can call, and if I don't pick up, leave a voicemail and I'll call back.

oXo - Katie Nicole - </3

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